Kruz, If you are still reading here I would like to offer this up for you.
I am a big fan of trying to find something positive in everything, no matter how small.
And with the little I know about your situation, there is one thing that seems to stands out to me
The young man who lost his life made poor decision(s) and unfortunately he paid the ultimate price.
You recently had a pretty major off and have done some serious damage to yourself.
Regardless of circumstance, cause and effect, reasoning behind why/what/where,
THE YOUNG MAN AND YOURSELF WERE DOING SOMETHING YOU BOTH LOVED.
You were both very aware of the risks but you were doing something that gave you great pleasure and all was 100% your decision to participate in the game you both were playing.
There are so many that are not fortunate enough to have the luxury of doing something they love.
There are so many that lose their lives through pain and suffering not of their choosing with no positive to consider.
What if the young man lost his life while walking down the sidewalk and being hit by an out of control drunk driver?
Or some coward detonated a bomb and the young man was one of the innocent victims?
I am not saying all of the above is the answer and makes everything okay.
But the young man was living his life and doing something he loved via the freedom of choice.
So were you.
It is a decision and option you were both very fortunate to have and I believe that stands for a lot.
We never want to go, but if we have to I can think of far worse and more pointless ways than that...
* Last updated by: yannih on 8/28/2015 @ 6:20 PM *
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