Grn...my deepest sympathies. I hate to add on, but it helped me at the time somehow to hear of other losses. I lost my Mom two years ago last Christmas. I drove 1000 miles through the night to reach her bedside and hold her hand as she took her last breath. Though she couldn't speak at the time, I'm sure she knew I was coming and waited for me. I was devastated and still am at times, but my Mother and YOUR Mother will live forever in you and your heart. It looks like maybe our Mothers were close in age, and I have always taken some solace in that. I have friends who have lost their wives at 40 to cancer etc leaving small children. I only say that to say that God gives us whatever time on earth we are supposed to have, and then he takes us home. I have to believe that can't be a bad thing. Yet you will miss her. Hopefully her memories will make you smile and she will live on through you.
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